Is it insomnia when it’s 4 in the morning and you still haven’t gone to bed because you’re not actually tired? Or is insomnia when you are actually really very tired but just cannot fall asleep? Or both?

Yes, it’s 4 am January 1st 2009 and surprisingly the reason I am still awake is not due to continual New Year partaying but some other inexplicable reason.

My poor family – they will have a grumpy woman to contend with in the morning, especially if we experience the NEAR BOILING heat we were subjected to today. 38 degrees (that’s Celcius, not Farenheit in case you were wondering). Tired and hot – the perfect way to start the day.

2008 has treated us well, by the grace of God.

I won’t say I’m a better mother but I am a lot more aware of how my reactions affect my children. I am trying very hard to make that deeper connection with them (not always successful I am afraid as there are days where I would rather run away that get close to them.)

How was 2008 for you and what are you looking forward to for 2009?

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